HOME CINEMA

2003-06-16T13:58:00.000Z

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2003-03-30T13:53:00.000Z

still workin on that B.I.G entry.....but here's some evidence that i'm alive and well. [johnnyothers] Hello, are you definitiely going to THe Faint tonight? What time? [nikon driver] yep yep yep [johnnyothers] Bloody Hell! You never reply! [nikon driver] well i am now! [johnnyothers] Only just! [nikon driver] i'm not usually here when you write [johnnyothers] Yeah sure... [nikon driver] just

2003-03-14T10:15:00.000Z

i. am. still. alive. still. having. a. ball. and a post is in the post. don't give up on me. the next one is gonna be a BIGGIE. (content wise anyway).

2003-02-18T20:21:00.000Z

yeeeaaAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm finally back online. expect something vee vee soon.

2003-02-18T13:53:00.000Z

soooooo sorry...still waiting for my connection to be set up.

2003-02-11T15:32:00.000Z

hmm...my blog doesn't seem to exist at the moment. probably because i've been busy moving house, but mostly because we don't have the interweb yet. however! i have been writing some stuff. mostly fragments and diary entries that i haven't been able to finish because i've either been too busy or too wasted. i don't wanna go into it now, but let's just say the last couple of weeks have been krazy

2003-01-28T23:47:00.000Z

just some of the songs i've been rocking tonite: flunk - blue monday 1000 homo DJ's - supernaut snoop dogg - you got what i want ascii disko - cool ashanti - happy flashdance(don't know the real artist...don't care) - she's a maniac johnny cash - personal jesus grace jones - pull up to the bumper yeah yeah yeah's - rich nas - made you look tiga - mister hollywoood metro area - miura (how much

2003-01-27T19:41:00.000Z

imagine this: you have an exhibition at the whitney. hang out with larry clark and wolfgang tilmans. date the lead singer of sigur ros, and become the toast of the artworld...and you're only 26! meet ryan mcginley. i fucking hate him. did i mention he's also super talented. check this: well i'm depressed.

2003-01-27T00:16:00.000Z

2003-01-22T00:28:00.000Z

i'm nearly, slowly, hopefully getting on top of things. 2003 has been manic so far. but rest assured that 'HOME CINEMA' will resume normal service very shortly. just don't give up on me. love driver xxx

2003-01-16T15:29:00.000Z

we deejay for the first time in brighton tonite. it's only a pre-club promo nite, but still. i'm sure the adrenaline will kick in later. but right now i just want to sleep. i feel like we've done all the hard-work - that all we need to do now is show up and get the glory. except it's not like that at all. this isn't an art exhibition. when we get there tonite we still have to perform. there is

2003-01-14T00:48:00.000Z

this is frustrating as hell. i wanna write. i wanna document the times when i'm happy and excited. it's just...well i only seem to be happy when i'm working really fucking hard and everything's coming together. but i'll post soon. i wanna write about my trip to london to see the murakami exhibition and the my start to 2003 - a year which is gonna be one of the good ones. the big ones. i can tell

2003-01-10T01:22:00.000Z

i'm so sorry. i have so much to catch up on, and so many pictures to show. but all of my free time is being eaten up by this.

2003-01-02T22:13:00.000Z

301202 14:59 damn train damn brain. reading murakamis 'sputnik sweetheart'. can't concentrate. for the first time in a long time I feel the need to write. and not for my blog or some gallery space. just for me. like some sort of mental enema. in between the drinking, the eating and the bad tv xmas specials, I had a good xmas. it was good to see my family - especially my niece who is nearly 2

2003-01-01T16:40:00.000Z

big catch-up post is gonna happen in the next couple of days. just wanted to post up some lyrics from the song that soundtracked my xmas. Do you realize That you have the most beautiful face? Do you realize We're floating in space? Do you realize That happiness makes you cry? Do you realize That everyone you know someday will die? And instead of saying all of your good-byes Let them know you

2002-12-16T23:17:00.000Z

wow. i think i'll say that again. wow. kick sent the review he did of v/vm along with my photo (the pig mask...remember?) to everett true of 'careless talk costs lives' magazine fame. and he's just got a reply saying that he liked it, and if it had arrived a little sooner, that it would have probably been used in the issue. unfortunately it didn't and it wasn't. however, he wants to know more

2002-12-16T22:33:00.000Z

just finished the cover to my christmas ceedee. i originally wanted to use an image from paul mccarthy's video/installation piece, 'santas chocolate shop'. but i just couldn't find any decent images anywhere, so when welles came up with the 'disco noel' pikkie i just couldn't resist appropriating/stealing it. the back is a photograph i took in my parents garden a couple of years ago when i went

2002-12-16T15:20:00.000Z

just received this e-mail from careless talk costs lives magazine: Wednesday 18 December - Careless Talk at The Albert, Brighton. DJs Everett True + Electrelane. PLUS! A live set by The Legend! Just £2, including free CD giveaway. Bargain. 8.30-11pm. i'm definitely going. kick will no-doubt be be going. lola should be going. anyone else? plums? call-centre? suds? thisismyrice? anyone from the

2002-12-14T19:19:00.000Z

gonna have to do a big pre-xmas catch up entry, i know. been too busy this week - going out socialising for the most part. and during the spaces inbetween i've been creating the greatest christmas compilation of all time. yeah! i said it. i've downloaded and listened to way over a hundred xmas songs and managed to edit that down to a lean 24 which make up the ceedee. it's an 80 minute festive

2002-12-08T19:21:00.000Z

okay, i'm happy now. really happy. we have a new house - a real one too! with a living room, dining room, back garden and....wait for it...studio attic where kick and i can do our thing. i can't believe how much a couple of days can change things. the mood in our flat has shifted dramatically and i personally feel like a kid that still believes the world is a fantastic, limitless place. i think

2002-12-06T20:45:00.000Z

paris is like my favourite place on earth. so it gives me great pleasure to introduce you to the french edition of HOME CINEMA. enjoy.

2002-12-06T13:45:00.000Z

i should have posted this yesterday. 051202 08:35 you get home from your shitty day job - then you start work. and you work hard, every fucking nite - to self imposed deadlines and self inflicted pressure. it's draining, but it works for you. because you believe that everything you're doing, regardless of how small will begin to accumulate and build to form some greater whole. and you think

2002-12-03T00:21:00.000Z

THIS IS A PREVIEW my cover design for our new mix ceedee - 'you're so kool'. strictly limited edition > 100 copies. hitting the streets some time later this week. reserve your copy now!

2002-11-30T21:22:00.000Z

last wednesday. v/vm > the hanbury ballroom. fucking brilliant. words: kicking_k. pikkies: n to the ikon. The gig's finished. I'm talking to the warm-up act, who spent ten minutes wrapping his head in ripped pages of porn mags. He's trying to explain exactly what it meant, or something. I'm not getting it. When he goes to explain it to someone else, a girl reads my t-shirt ("Too fast to live.

2002-11-27T18:50:00.000Z

UP > dennis cooper our new mix cd - 'you're so kool' cute punk girls with zines (it's a komeback!) xmas (don't get down. GET DOWN!) straw dogs har mar superstar titanium powerbook G4 ( i need it for my art! you have to understand) the kingdom exhibiting work in cinemas < DOWN neighbours complaining about your music by calling you, 'little fucking cunts' and running away. work clubnite promoters

2002-11-25T22:15:00.000Z

here's the drill: i write continuously for 60 minutes in realtime > posting every couple of minutes. this is an exercise in free association/stream of consciousness writing. there will be no editing, and that means no quality control either. however, it does mean that if anyone is currently on-line while i am writing and wants to post a comment or question (see: show me love below) i can

2002-11-24T23:28:00.000Z

1000 posts. i finally hit the big one and three zero's today. it's a landmark. and i feel guilty that i've neglected HOME CINEMA over the last couple of weeks because now it feels like i haven't earned it. however, tomorrow nite i'm gonna do the first in a series of (practically) live blogging sessions, where i write in real time - publishing every couple of minutes. it's gonna be an exercise in

2002-11-22T14:55:00.000Z

things are calming down now, and a big post is on it's way. promise. in the meantime check this > russian lesbian teens about to take over the pop world. they kiss in their video and cover the smiths 'how soon is now'. it just doesn't get much better. britney must be scared as hell!

2002-11-20T03:26:00.000Z

been busy. vee vee busy just got in from a 19 hour video editing marathon. now i'm vee vee tired. goodnite

2002-11-10T18:07:00.000Z

scene: girl approaches boy in the middle of a disco. girl: are you in a sitcom? boy: hehe....eeerr....no girl: well why do i recognize you? i know i do from somewhere. my friends think you look familiar too. boy: (looking a little embarrassed)...well, do you go to the university of sussex? girl: no, i'm doing an MA at brighton though. why? boy: well i work at sussex library, and i thought

2002-11-09T12:43:00.000Z

like many people my age i've never loved or identified with a band as much as nirvana. and reading extracts from kurt's diaries is heartbreaking.

2002-11-09T10:45:00.000Z

i like to listen to music as i fall to sleep. sometimes it's an album, other times i just listen to one song on repeat. last nite i played the donnie darko version of mad world. only i'd forgotten to take off the infinite loop. so it played all nite. i died in my dream. i guess it had to happen.

2002-11-07T21:34:00.000Z

just been to watch donnie muthafukkin darko - film of the year....very probably. it was officially the shit. anyway, i thought i'd check out some donnie muthafukkin darko sites on the interweb, and i came across this. and i was: that makes me the muthafukkin lynchpin of 'sparkle motion'. i rule! okay, i'll stop fucking swearing now. cunt. now.

2002-11-04T23:47:00.000Z

just recently i've been having these vivid dreams about grrrl. they're not sexual in any way, and i'm not even sure you could strictly say that they are about her. i mean, she stars in them, but she doesn't actually seem to do anything. we don't interact or speak, but i spend a lot of the dream with her - usually helping her or something. the classic example being the last one i had. i can't

2002-11-01T19:38:00.000Z

that girl i mentioned - the one i met in bradford that was actually studying in brighton and i nearly had a thing with. her name is halina. and she's been back in brighton for the last few weeks. she's here to finish her degree after taking time out to save the world and find herself etc. we've been out twice. not on dates, she has a boyfriend...a long distance thing. we've just been to a couple

2002-11-01T19:30:00.000Z

5 words: i hate my day job

2002-10-30T22:58:00.000Z

the top five latest and greatest songs rocking my world (in no particular order): 1. LCD soundsystem - losing my edge 2. mount sims - how we do 3. har mar superstar - cry 4 help 4. the coup - piss on your grave 5. scissor sisters - comfortably numb

2002-10-29T23:41:00.000Z

the weekend was pretty uneventful in terms of girlACTION - i made eye contact, flirted, danced with and even shared a cute spanish girls drink. but that was the only saliva exchanged as the weekend was ultimately about networking > with anyone and everyone....but mostly deejay's and promoters. it was about production rather than seduction. i'll probably go into the details another time as i'm

2002-10-25T12:40:00.000Z

last nite was a prequel to what's gonna be another hectic weekend of hardcore drinkin and D.I.S.C.O dancin. we went to the avant garden centre at the hanbury ballroom - special guests included cosmetique and atomizer with a couple of the ping pong bitches getting down on the dancefloor. but unfortunately it had a ridiculously poor turn out and i danced for most of the nite just out of sympathy.

2002-10-24T10:59:00.000Z

HOME CINEMA. it's a term i appropriated to decribe the personal/diaristic kind of work i was producing at the time. it also became the title of a body of work which i intended to be an ongoing project that would continually be added to and re-edited over the years - like some kind of mutating/evolving installation. however, i've since found out that another artist has already adopted the term

2002-10-22T13:01:00.000Z

FAQs 01 Q. So did you meet a beautiful stranger last weekend? A. Errr....well yes, kind of. okay, i wanna try and explain something first. When i was living in bradford i met a girl who had been studying at brighton. we hit if off straight away - she was cute with an infectious giggle and a fantastic personality - we had a mutual attraction and there was definitely chemistry but nothing

2002-10-20T23:09:00.000Z

wednesday nite > we left the hanbury ballroom stupidly giddy. he gave us a friday nite. a friday fucking nite! prime-time baby. so we went to the careless talk disco and told, like, everyone! kick has already promised everett true a spot on the guest list. we're still reeling.

2002-10-16T19:45:00.000Z

this is what I always imagined my life in brighton would be like. It’s Wednesday, and the weekend starts here. Kick and I meet up with rob hall at the hanbury ballroom tonite to discuss when we start Djing there. Then after we’ve confirmed our position as brightons newest superstar DJs(!), we stroll on down to the 'careless talk costs lives’disco at the albert and meet up with some of the barb

2002-10-14T21:37:00.000Z

I’m drinking again...can’t remember the last day I didn’t. I said I wasn’t gonna do this. I mean...well I thought It wasn’t gonna happen. I felt in control this time. I still do. I’m generally taking pretty good care of myself – going the gym/eating well. The drinking is about something different, or at least I think it is. I’m not trying to drink her out of my system like the usual breaking up

2002-10-13T01:27:00.000Z

she was fantastic, but she had a boyfriend. we kissed. not a real kiss. just goodbye. it was loaded but meant nothng all at the same time. like i said, she had a boyfriend.

2002-10-10T23:22:00.000Z

what modern art means is that you have to keep finding new ways of expressing yourself, to express the problems, that there is no settled ways, no fixed approach. this is a painful situation, and modern art is about this painful situation of having absolutely no way of expressing yourself. this is why modern art will continue, because this condition remains...it is about the hurt of not being

2002-10-08T23:09:00.000Z

been packing the rest of grrrls things tonite. Some clothes, magazines, cd’s…other stuff. Nothing important. Just physical leftovers from our relationship that I have to send to her tomorrow. But it’s actually been quite emotional, putting her things in the bag and zipping it up - definitely a closure thing. The worst part was having to find her address. I looked through my day to day diary from

2002-10-08T21:05:00.000Z

i'm listening to the new sigur ros album obsessively. it's beautiful > makes me feel nostalgic for a relationship i've never had.

2002-10-06T16:47:00.000Z

last nite was a blast. we met up with lucky and the others at the sidewinder - my new favourite place. lucky was already fucked up on whatever, and wearing an old man's fisherman's hat in the style of a dexy midnight runner. as soon as i walked in he was hassling me for half the pill he'd given me the night before cause his dealer had fell through. i'd already made it into a couple of bombs

2002-10-04T08:54:00.000Z

...but i think it's a good to do these things after breaking up with someone. i know my move to brighton was partly a result of my break-up with bingo. but i like it when people make a positive effort to change their life after a relationship. call it cleansing. whatever. i'm a fan. i just haven't worked out what my cleansing is gonna be yet. the break-up hasn't hit me that hard, that i feel

2002-09-30T21:53:00.000Z

i arrived home from the personal nitemare that was my summer in america exactly 2 years and 4 days ago. the butterflies in my stomach stayed for weeks. i was still recovering from the mess i'd become after my split with bingo... but i knew it was over - i could move on - and that mixture of fear, excitement, loneliness, and longing for a new love defined me. i discovered sigur ros during that

2002-09-29T19:02:00.000Z

To: homebythesea@graffiti.net Cc: Subject: Hanbury Ballroom Date: Wed, 25 Sep 2002 14:03:28 +0100 REPLY | REPLY ALL | FORWARD [As Attachment] Previous | Next | Delete | Done Ola Got your demo and thought I had replied but maybe not. Stunning CD, cannot stop playing it so when do you wanna do a night then? Rob Connective Projects Yeah!!!! We officially have a nite. well probably. it's

2002-09-28T20:32:00.000Z

Emika says: Hi,are you there? Nikon says: hi. Nikon says: just got your photo Nikon says: it's beautiful Emika says: Really? Good to hear that!! Nikon says: colours are amazing Emika says: Thank you. How are you then? Nikon says: ...i'm fine. just woke up from a long sleep Emika says: How long did you sleep? Nikon says: only meant to sleep for 20 mins > powernap. slept for 2.5 hrs!!! Emika says

2002-09-26T21:24:00.000Z

i'm obsessively checking my e-mails (even more than usual!), my mobile phone and this. i don't know why, i don't know what i expect. but i know it needs to stop. soon! it's getting ridiculous. i'm glad i'm going out soon. the 'sitting bull' (lidl's version of redbull!) and cheap spanish vodka is starting to kick in now. i'm also listening to 'my computer - vulnerabilia' and being completely

2002-09-26T11:16:00.000Z

Of all my mistakes I think I lent you late But I've never seen a scarlet Or a riot or the violence of you I am the autumn in the scarlet I am the make-up on your eyes when kim deal sings those words they transform, and they effect me more than anything else i can think of right now.

2002-09-25T23:28:00.000Z

i'm drunk. but i wanna write. i just know i'm gonna say things i'm gonna regret. so i'm just gonna force myself to go to bed. good nite. i''l write something tomorrow. promise.

2002-09-24T19:10:00.000Z

self-portrait in toilet mirror. No. 299

2002-09-23T22:09:00.000Z

today this is officially an angst free zone. today this web page isn't gonna be about me, but about my new-found creative father figure. his name is william eggleston, and after seeing a retrospective of his work at the hayward yesterday, he is officially my favourite photographer - beating off nan goldin for the hotly contested top spot. let me introduce you: the man is a god.

2002-09-21T20:32:00.000Z

i once wrote: 'And I’ve been sitting here for ten minutes trying to think of something to write that can describe the next 6 hours we spent together. But I can’t. I’m not that good a writer. All I know is that it was special. We kissed. We talked. We made love. And I asked her to be my girlfriend because I’m falling harder for her than anyone I’ve ever been with. She said yes. If my last

2002-09-20T19:28:00.000Z

i woke up this morning from a horrible dream about grrrl. then i instantly checked to see what time it was and saw the photo i keep of her next to my bed, just looking at me. it freaked me out. i removed the photo and tried to get back to sleep. but i just stared at the cardboard backing in the frame instead. so i gave in and got up. then i completed my first piece of artwork in nearly 2 years. 2

2002-09-19T22:57:00.000Z

i finally talked to grrrl on the phone tonite. it's over. we split up. it really was that easy. like we just slipped it into conversation. i felt relieved. the phone call was pretty short. i didn't know what to say. what do you say? i resorted to cliche's. i didn't wanna say anything hurtful or something i might regret. hope you find someone else. i'm sure everything will work out for the best.

2002-09-18T18:56:00.000Z

just one more day... SPAININPIKKIES06

2002-09-17T17:27:00.000Z

2 days and counting... SPAININPIKKIES05

2002-09-16T19:23:00.000Z

3 days and counting...

2002-09-16T10:43:00.000Z

just another weekend: friday: work > gym > drinks with looper and xtra's at the albert. pub was cool and we watched a band then albino priest from the lo-fi all stars dj-ed. talked to one of loopers friends who was a fashion designer and i agreed to help them set up a web site - probably never happen. i give them my number anyway. another of loopers friends told me that the garden i share with

2002-09-15T22:47:00.000Z

4 days and counting... the sunset was beautiful tonite:

2002-09-15T18:16:00.000Z

SPAININPIKKIES04

2002-09-14T18:59:00.000Z

5 days and counting...

2002-09-14T10:56:00.000Z

SPAININPIKKIES03

2002-09-13T20:13:00.000Z

6 days and counting...

2002-09-12T18:05:00.000Z

SPAININPIKKIES02

2002-09-12T13:48:00.000Z

at work = boredom i can usually manage to find things to entertain me when it's this quiet at work, but i'm not letting myself do anything i actually enjoy because i have so many chores to do > like filling out my holiday insurance forms for my lomo which i left in the back of a taxi (yes, it is now officially my trademark way to lose camera's...except this time i wasn't even drunk! i felt

2002-09-11T20:11:00.000Z

SPAININPIKKIES01

2002-09-11T13:59:00.000Z

i'm bored at work and i've been playing this for about an hour. i think it's safe to say i'm addicted. i got up to level 4, but i think i'm gonna do some research now for my latest piece based on fellini's 8 1/2.

2002-09-11T11:58:00.000Z

the feeling washes over my consciousness without warning - overriding any thoughts currently occupying my head space, it makes me nauseous. i can't seem to accurately describe what it's like. but it's happened for years, only as i'm getting older, it's happening more frequently. at the moment i'm experiencing it a couple of times a day. sucker punched i feel dazed. hit by the sensation that i

2002-08-29T15:42:00.000Z

in exactly 12 hours i will be sitting next to the girl i love on a plane to spain. 7 days of sun, sand, surf and sangria. oh, and sex. don't leave home without it. i'll check in when i get back. adios

2002-08-29T13:08:00.000Z

Can't Stop > Anthony kiedis Can't stop addicted to the shin dig Chop top he says I'm gonna win big Choose not a life of imitation Distant cousin to the reservation Defunkt the pistol that you pay for This punk the feeling that you stay for In time I want to be your best friend Eastside love is living on the westend Knock out but boy you better come to Don't die you know the truth is

2002-08-28T14:20:00.000Z

friends, movies, art, brighton, gigs, music, my grrrlfriend and the stupid fucking pressure i put on myself. that's why i never blog!

2002-07-31T13:55:00.000Z

310702 9:15 I'm late for work again going to bed too late > falling into my old habits killing time at 2am trying to fill my life with something that means something talking to welles yesterday was ego-suicide. it always is. he's harder on me and my work than anyone I've met. he uses his education in critical theory to systematically strip down my ideas in an effort to reveal them as

2002-05-30T18:12:00.000Z

................@......................................@@.....................................tumbleweeds i promise i'll post about my life sometime in the near future.

2002-04-07T23:31:00.000Z

i feel so shitty and bloated from this weekends excesses > that spelling looks wrong, but i'm too tired to care. it was good though. however, i definitely have to go the gym tomorrow. my body can't take this much alcohol and bad food anymore.

2002-04-04T14:15:00.000Z

i only got my life back on tuesday night. since then i've been trying to catch up all the things i've been unable to do. let's just say it was a loooong weekend. rocky and aura arrived midnite on thurs. it took them 8hrs to get to brighton from leeds because our train system is whack. kick and i waited up for them - drinking and compiling the mix cd we're gonna use to promote our nite > IT

2002-03-26T23:35:00.000Z

...and today has been pretty fucking shitty as well. i just don't wanna talk about it. this pikkie goes some way towards illustrating the way i feel. goodnite. nnnnnikon

2002-03-26T23:32:00.000Z

so here are the pikkies i promised from my lunch on the beach with grrrl yesterday. i had a boots 'meal deal' in case you were wondering. oh...and i know i said it HAD to be a good day. well it wasn't.

2002-03-25T11:56:00.000Z

it is so fucking sunny! i'm off work. the sun is out. and i'm gonna go to the beach with grrrl. this has got to be a good day. it has to be. i may post some pikkies later. i'm so excited...is this the start of the summer?

2002-03-23T13:54:00.000Z

Download: The scars – horrorshow / adult/ery Khan – 1-900-get-khan / the wolf Kid congo powers – show me Gravy train – you made me gay Alma cogan – never do a tango with an eskimo Herbie mann – whatever Marianne nowottny – manmade girl Manitoba – whatever Dirtbombs – ode to a black man / underdog / livin for the city / I can’t stop thinking about it The sonics – cinderella / psycho The gories –

2002-03-20T19:34:00.000Z

godspeed you black emperor > live:160302

2002-03-20T15:04:00.000Z

oh fuck this. i'm gonna start afresh today. i just can't put this off any longer. i should thank flux for this motivation. i've just been checking out the music magazine that is his blog, to find that he has removed me from his list of 'High-Quality Web Products'. i wasn't ever really sure why i was there in the first place...but i liked it. seeing my name on that list gave me a kick, especially

2002-03-20T10:26:00.000Z

i feel so fucking guilty for not blogging in sooooo long. but it's on my 'things to do list' and i'm gonna be making a fresh start sometime soon. just watch this space and don't give up on me. i love y'all.

2002-02-18T23:51:00.000Z

i've been A.W.O.L. i know. it's been a over a week. a week of valentines, birthdays, sushi and sex. consider this a trailer - for a huge sweeping epic of an entry coming soon to a blog near you. rated (27) > not suitable for kids.

2002-02-09T11:37:00.000Z

i'm such a twat! and i'm way too hungover at this point to bother writing about it. i'll explain later...i just need to lie down some more first. it's 12:30 and i feel like shit. it's getting worse as the day goes on. i don't even wanna know what i'm gonna feel like in a few hours. i'm gonna have a bath and a shave now and try to feel normal again. maybe have something to eat. go into town.

2002-02-07T14:50:00.000Z

okay. so last weekend kick and i discovered nedstat. and well, you know, we've been checking out who's been viewing our sites and it was just funny. but then kick, seeing that i was getting hits from brazil thanx to a link from kooky, became obsessed. devising cheap tricks to attract people to his blog through random search engine enquiries. i mean, i didn't think he'd go this low. it sickens me

2002-02-05T22:45:00.000Z

ten minutes too sleepy / stray texts / happy together / the great gatsby / grey skies / election flyers / pasta 'n' pesto / heavy rain / open windows / the great gatsby / happy together / sleepy bus / garlic bread / potato faces / ice-cream snickers / high fidelity / wong kar wai / creative human / warm bath / sharp shave / no links / grrrl text / high fidelity / sleep / good nite

2002-02-04T22:52:00.000Z

2002-02-04T01:08:00.000Z

bullet points for a weekend barely remembered: i need to rewind << monday:...tuesday:...wednesday:...thursday:...i live for function the first 4 days of my week - wake up, go to work, eat, do art, watch a movie, sleep. friday: i get my life back on friday. and this week i also got paid - money that i've already spent on a life i've already lived. leaving barely anything for my life right now.

2002-01-27T20:22:00.000Z

I’m writing this on a bus. I’m tired, hungover and about 2 hours late for work – which isn’t a problem because I don’t care. I probably wouldn’t have bothered going in at all if it wasn’t a Sunday – because I’ll be damned if I’m gonna miss out completely on all that double-time goodness. And anyway, I’ve just eaten some crisps and I’m starting to feel a little more like facing the real world now

2002-01-26T01:38:00.000Z

kick is asleep on my bed. i'm gonna have to wake him up. i wanna go to sleep. i'm just writing this to kill time while i listen to some music (marc almond - tainted love is on at the moment). plus, i thought i'd check in to say goodnite. i think the blog is gonna work for me. i like it. but i'm a little drunk and a little tired myself so i should really stop writing > just say my goodnites and

2002-01-25T21:23:00.000Z

downloading... cornelius: bug / bird watching at inner forest / fly lo-fidelity allstars: sleeping faster princess superstar: bad babysitter black rebel motorcycle club: awake chemical brothers: come with us / denmark lovage: to catch a thief / strangers on a train declaime: move it restiform bodies: 3rd reel judy garland bigg jus: the story entangles rubberoom: smoke

2002-01-25T00:37:00.000Z

i was gonna do a good post tonite - one with links and everything! but i've had a shit day, and i've been tied up with learning dreamweaver for most of the nite. so i thought i'd post an e-mail i sent to my girlfriend ealier today instead: subject: i-c-a-n-t-s-e-e-m-t-o-t-h-i-n-k hey grrrl. i'm having a really weird/bad/insecure/fucked up (delete as appropriate) day so i'm gonna keep this

2002-01-23T23:43:00.000Z

...i...eerrr...i'm not sure why i'm writing this now. it's late and i don't have anything to say. i just feel like doing something productive - so i can go to sleep and not feel like i've wasted my nite. because so far it's been a frustrating non-starter. after trying my hardest to figure out....okay, wait. listen the reason is boring. i'm not gonna go into it. let's just say that things haven't